Having Children
Sometimes, like spotting a mistake in sleight of hand, the illusion is ruined. You have suddenly stopped loving them.This is normal. The question: What if? Do not worry.
None of the decade-old ambitions banging at your door will stay to change your life or collect their debts.They will stop by, take a few things, and leave.
It’s sort of like after the funeral when your relatives show up to sift through the valuables in your grandmother’s housewith that particular kind of boredom and muted greed.
Two words could describe this, burden and emptiness, as if life were merely something to be filled, like a vase, with two or three beautiful things.